nothing seems to last
i guess it is a sad fact that each and everyone of us have come to live
with. People would most likely associate this from positive events,
joyful feelings, wonderful persons etc. etc. Everything changes…
celebration ends, feelings fade, people go, everything but change
changes… paradox of which is that not just good things end,,, to
compensate the negativity of change,, i would just stick a notion in
the back of my mind that if good times end, bad times also do.
is it unfortunate that everything has to end?? i am at the verge of
losing my job right now. can that be enough evidence of the tragedy
of something ending? sometimes i am f@ck#ed up with these constant
changes. with just one snap my enthusiasm towards work was taken
away from me.. but don’t get me wrong,, i do not have the most exiciting
job in the world (believe me), but at least i learned to appreciate
myself and what i do. but all of a sudden,, the mighty mighty
“change” came to the rescue and f@ck#ed up my interest.
changes could either make us a better person or the other way
around. i am trying to deal with these inevitable changes with the
best of my abilities. sometimes it takes the toll on me and i always
come close to giving up,,, but when i think it over,, i would just say to myself
“pucha OA lang pla itong mga iniisip ko”.
i was in a long term relationship recently ended.. i guess, but not
totally certain,, i’ve changed. i was a loser and i used to think that i
would have no future ahead of me,,, i’ve changed.. I used to be judgedmental, I’ve changed,, I used to like regular coke,, I now often order coke light,, i smoke and drink,,, i still do, hehehhe
one thing we can do is to control those changes that we can and make the best out of it… people fail,,, we all do,,, and i am very familiar with that,, in fact i am about to confront it again,,, but what the heck!!!! f@#K failure and learn from it… stop the whining and do the walking =)
another nonsense thought from me,,,, till then…
hey! our job is exciting! well, on my perspective anyway. i learned a lot here. my first job & i lasted 1.75 years.
yep, we don’t do a lot & get bored most of the time, but heck .. i can cling on this account for much longer than what’s supposed to be.
changes, i’ve been contemplating on that as well. i hope changes that i initiate will turn out to be good.
success is not a destiny…it’s a journey…
yes, we keep on moving… afterall, when we get to the finsih line, failures give us more laughter. the thought of stumbling and rising, of trecking the wrong track and finding the right one, make the winning even worth celebrating…:-)…
we hope for the best… but we must always be ready to face the worst… failure is given. so it is how we face failure, the losing, that counts. not the notion of quitting. quitting is not even a word… we all are winners!..;-)
“i do not have the most exiciting
job in the world (believe me)”
I believe you alraight. This is not most exciting job in the world, I had better. Although, this one pays much higher and you could learn a lot from here (take wordpress for example..hehehe). But I’m not after the dough, I’m more after the psychological paycheck. It’s not fun anymore and it’s because of the f@*ckng change, but who says life is all about fun?
Know why I stay tough? I keep in mind and in heart “IF” that’s Rudyard Kipling’s poems.
felicissima: success is not a destiny…it’s a journey…
yes, we keep on moving… afterall, when we get to the finsih line, failures give us more laughter. the thought of stumbling and rising, of trecking the wrong track and finding the right one, make the winning even worth celebrating…:-)…
we hope for the best… but we must always be ready to face the worst… failure is given. so it is how we face failure, the losing, that counts. not the notion of quitting. quitting is not even a word… we all are winners!..;-)
WOW! PANG-ISLAM BUK… hehehe…